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Stability results were moderately high which suggests you are relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.

Orderliness results were moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly organized, reliable, neat, and hard working at the expense of flexibility, efficiency, spontaneity, and fun.

Extraversion results were moderately low which suggests you are reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.

Trait Snapshot:
does not make friends easily, secretive, introverted, reclusive, observer, dislikes leadership, somewhat socially awkward, does not like to stand out, dislikes large parties, values solitude, solitary, avoidant, ambivalent about fitting in, not dominant, unassertive, suspicious, prudent, unadventurous, worrying, weird, intellectual, frequently second guesses self

It ought to be interesting to see what the results are when I get back from my trip.

Advanced Global Personality Test

Last night it finally hit me. I’m really going to miss my friends. I’m going to miss them so much! Even the ones I’ve just recently met. I’ve realized I love them all. And I feel as if I’m on my death bed with only 3 weeks left to live and I have to say goodbye to everyone but that I won’t be able to communicate to them the deep impression they’ve left on my soul.

I hope all of you who read this understand how much your participation in my life has affected me and how much I love each and everyone of you, regardless if I’ve been able to communicate it to you. Please keep in touch.

My trip to California was great. I was invited by my new friend Niki to acompany her, her best friend Leah and Leah’s boyfriend Evan. Our first stop was Tijuana (never been). It was a circus, but dead! There was hardly anyone roaming the streets on a spring break friday night.

Next stop, San Diego for some sleep. We woke up late and headed for the beach and some food. I miss the beach. It was so nice to finally see it again. Very relaxing and peaceful. The diner we went to was wonderful since it had a veggie burger. I had been eating like crap the day before so i was relieved I wou;dn’t have to eat something heavy.

On our way to L.A.! We traveled up the coast for a beautiful drive along the ocean. We got to our hotel room and crashed….watching TV and napping. Our plan for L.A. was to attend a Drum and Bass show later that night, so we just relaxed in the hotel until then.

I was cranky when we got to the show. Probaby from lack of sleep. It seems so hard for me to sleep with other people in the room. My crankiness wanted me to just get away from people. EVERYONE. And yet I was at a show with LOTS OF PEOPLE. I bought some ear plugs and found a nice couch to shut out the world on. Closed my eyes and ignored everything. I’m sure I would have gone insane and just left had I not.

We stayed till the end of the show. 4am. Uggh…The last set was horrible. But my new friends seemed happy, and that seemed to make it okay. I was still in a bad mood thru to Sunday morning. Everyone was still asleep, I woke up took a shower and went for a walk. Mainly to sight see a little and just get away from people and get some alone time. It was well needed. Unforturnately there wasn’t anything to sight see. I was in the worst part of Hollywood.

Our next adventure was a trip to Six Flags. I’ve been on a rollercoaster once. I can’t say it was the greatest experience that one time, but I had fun. But not enough to want to do all day long. The enthusiasm of these two girls changed that. We rode every rediculous ride we could fit in until the park closed. And I have to say I’m now a rollercoaster fan. Leahs great idea was for us to ride the Roaring Rapids as a second ride. We got soaked and remained freezing cold a good half of the day before we went back to the car and changed….well, they changed. I had no extra clothes. All in all it was a great time. And I made a few new friends. It’s too bad we all couldn’t have met sooner. Our trip home stared at 9pm or so.

I got home a 4am Monday morning, only to have to go to work a few hours later. I made it. No regrets.

I’m taking a small trip out of the country before I go out of the country. I’m heading to Cali for the weekend and then to mexico (not really….just tijuana) but I’ve never been. So it should be fun. Will write about it when I get back.

I knew this would happen. I’m not much of a risk taker but as I think about my upcoming adventure I’m getting more and more nervous. I keep thinking of all the senarios I won’t know how to deal with. I’m glad I am locked in or I would have talk myself out of quite possibly one of the greatest growing experience of my life….

I’ve been so busy with life that I haven’t actually purchased my visas, booked any rooms, budgeted (reminder create excel sheet or text file for budget! ) or purchased a camera.

To do list:

• Get visas purchased
• Get ISID card photo
• Buy a camera
• Create a budget and way of tracking it
• Fix photogallery layout
• Organize bookmarks
• Sell the car!
• Panic!
• Stop panicing
• ugh….stop listing things…I worry too much